Do good…

So it seems I’m graduating this semester. Which, is pretty freaking amazing. But at the same time, I’m so scared to do anything. I’m not even taking the job market into effect. It’s kind of like… for a very long time, I’ve wanted to do something, but only after I finished _____. Well there’s not really ____ to finish after this semester, and I will have a degree. There’s no longer anything stopping me from living my dream. So as I frantically search for jobs that I will be qualified for once I have my degree, I realize something really scary. I have no idea what my dream is. I could be an au pair and go abroad, I could go to New York and simply make it work, I could go to Florida and work on the beach (okay I really have no desire to do that), I could hit it off with some oil tycoon in Texas, or be chilly in Chicago. I’m really seeing this whole thing as the sky’s the limit. And I’m scared shitless. I will no longer have anything to hide behind. I will have an income. I will… well, yeah. Wow. I’m not sure I’m ready for this. I’ll do it though, and I’ll kick ass at it. Because well when I went to Mexico I wasn’t ready for that either, but it rocked my entire world.


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